Time goes by ;

I will be working in Chili's soon.

Perhaps for 3 months.Gahh...this will be my first experience.=)

I'm Loving it you know although is gonna be tough serving customer.I'm freaking out.Lol.

As time goes by,I need to know how hard to earn money instead of spending money without thinking in life.

In each ones life to earn money is really tough and it may due to other reasons as well.

Secondly,I work because I don't wanna sit at home do nothing and sleep late wake up late.Is just a stupid habit.And it really makes my life go dull.

LMAO.

Well,is been awhile...nothing much though.

Oh yeah,16 december is Vin'S birthday;

I have to confess, I have been very bad about birthdays lately.Really,all year!I don't even remember my family's birthday either.Shocked right?

Anyway,vin...Happy belated Birthday,Hope it was a great one.=D

Just stay away from me.

Don't come to me forever.I mean it.

Go have fun with somebody else.You don't frigging need me.

I HATE the way my mother talk to you about your bro.And you could just smiling around.

Fyi,I have a Boyfriend.I don't need whatever my mother said.

Is quite hurtful,i know u don't feel it by smiling around.

I take that seriously and I don't take that as a joke.

Think before u express yourself.

Angela's birthday,forget about it.I'm Not COMING either.

Just have fun with them and get back like lasttime.

I don't wish to see your face anymore.

U could say i'm small hearted,but I just wana let you know when the time u step out from my house my tears kept dropping non stop.Cause I mean it,If you go,dont come forever.

I hope you read this by getting any line from angela's pc.

GOODBYE Dude.

*smiles*

Today was better.

Sarah not suspose to come until 7thdecember,

but she came.

So fun,i shall say...without her,there will be no fun.

Cause her place is like our Wonderland.

HAHAHA.

You know why;There will be plenty of food to eat.

there's always a phrase for us

''Lets eat and get fat everyone!'' created by uncle jalil.Laughing my ass off.

If anyone would have the chance to join us,without a doubt,u will gain some weight.

Well,lets not talk about that.*grins*

So today,woke up late as usual.(sleep late,wake up late)

That will be like our daily routines.

Half way chatting in Msn with sarah,angie called.

She said she wanna drop by for awhile.

I was thinking is gona be hard entertaining her outside.*fed up*

Told sarah to come,so we could get into the so called wonderland.Lol.

When she reached edgecumbe,we quickly go hide.

It was so fun.Playing with sarah.Let her seek.Lol.

She is so silly,went up 8 floor to look for us.

Out of no where,we seperated.

We go our own way to hide then.Was wearing improper outfit going up and down by the stairs.*tiring*sweating like hell.

It was so fun but too bad.Dad suddenly came bck and i had to quickly get back home.

If not she will be finding for us till she get tired.*hahaha*

So quickly went for a bath to her house.

Once i step in to the wonderland,there's food for me already...see...how lucky am i to step in the wonderland.Haha.

We played one kind of game.Created by Emily obviously.

HAHA.Funny game.

Is so interesting.The most funniest game in the world.

Really is SUPER FUN.

After that,we went for a family dinner.two chinese.Well,colours does'nt matter.

Walking half way to the hawker,we met someone that we never expected to see him there.

What a coincedence.All this while was wondering where he go.Thought he went off to overseas.

But once I saw him I shouted his name Loudly.I was quite shocked my self,quickly run away from him.Lucky he did'nt chase me or recognise me.

Seriously,I don't know why I shouted at his name so loudly.

hahaha.

We had alot of food man.Western food,char koay teow,rojak,fruits.shucks,i'm so full.

When we was in the car going back,one people said that i don't look like i'm 17.

Sighs.So upset.

He said I looked less than a 12 years all kid.My goodness.

Sarah,I will put that blame on you.Lol.

Angie 's age was abit shocking either.

SHIT,I type too much already,moreover I felt my blog is getting boring cause no pictures.

Nevermind.Next time then.This post I'll read it myself will do.

The END.

Stupid 3rd December.

SPM is Over

Yet,

3rd december was a disaster.She is a disaster.

I'm feeling frustrated,upset,disappointed,angry,fatigue and all kind of shit.Does that sound good?

sighs.

I'm having a very bad day and a bad mood.

Why I have to be a girl instead of a boy.

*Argh*

I'm having a stomach ache.

I'm having you know.(you don't need to know anyway)

I'm so sick of myself,especially you.

I'm gona shout the hell out of you.

You ruined our plans.

You don't even know how much we've sacrifice for you.

Well,why am i typing all this;when you're not gona read it.

*Thats why liew ching always call me silly.*

Lmao.

Whatever is it,I frigging hate today.

Although I get to spend time with my darling sarah today but still because of her.

Sarah,eventhough she is not with us,we still can have so much of fun man.

Spending my time with you,is always worth it.

You will never cease to amaze me.

LOL.*thinking about the No.1 fan of MICHAEL JACKSON..Woo hoo..

Acting someone(ahem) in the room is the most funniest part.HAHA.

Your Jokes are preety hillarious Darling.

I love you.

You know why I love you?

Well,

Cause we are sisters,We stand together,We make up one big family though we don't look the same.Our spots are different.Different colors.We make each other stronger.That ain't ever gonna change.

*We might get Lonely,but we're not alone. *

We had a great time,especially we have whismhiskeymey with comokeymey together.

Can't wait for our over night.

No matter what we shall forgive her for what she had done.

*winks*

Emi Love $ @ J;

=)

Went to Queensbay in the arvos with the naughty boy who I know him since young and his mother.

Cause of my mother?

Both of our mother kept talking crap about us.*argh*

So we left our mum to shop and

we as in 2 walked around the whole queensbay mall?Lol.

I asked him to bring me everywhere,cause this is only my 3rd time being there you know.

We was really hungry,kept looking at people eating.

Craving for food.But unfortunately,we have no $$ with us.=[

Ishk.I forced to acc him to the arcade,watched him play.Was so damn friggin BORED.

Is quite big actually.Lots of malays there.Pfft.

And I met a few Lalas.So funny.

2 of the girl's dressed up so weird kay.

They pulled up their socks so high,with 2 diffrent colour of socks.I rmb one was black and white stripes.

And they wore the shirt like they never wear pants.

Well,better don't insult them.Cause I know someone like my Brother will insult me back you know.=.=

Oh anyway,He thought that he is so handsome that all the lalas are following him.Eww.

Moreover he kept playing with my hair and say my hair is soft.Really pissing me off.

After that,Went off to dinner and went for groceries shopping.

Finally I got to buy what I always wanted.=D

No pictures for today,cause I did'nt manage to charge my battery.

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This will be my last day to blog.

There will be no updates about me for a month.

I will be real busy when school starts on monday.

Seriously,I got to work hard for it.

I will be back alive.Take care.=)

*toodles*

P.s ;-LEAVE,If my blog is BORING.

Today was bored.

Woke up around 12 in the afternoon.

Nothing special today.Webcam-ing with Him awhile.=D

My dad kept asking me to study study study.Almost everyday or everytime when i'm doing something else like sitting in front of the laptop.=.=

I'm really tired of hearing the old same thing.Pfft.

I know,He's worried.But I will do my best.Sighs.

Just don't like to see him around teling me to study.=[

Seriously sucks.

Anyway,Thanks to him.Lol.

I just realise I can live without a cell phone.See!*She has been a good daughter*.=D

I don't know why,I kept studying science instead of other subjects.Lmao.

Oh well,i went off to tuition around 8:15pm.It was Science either.

Hopefully I could at least get a Credit or distinction.I shall not say first.HEH.

So came back around 10:30pm.

watched singapore series.While watching,dad asked me about my studies again.

ARGH!I answered:Dad,I'm tired of you.

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I found this in my bro's room.

HAHA.

They put it aside and replace it to a mirror.Ishk.

So I rather hung it in my room.

Is me when I was alil girl;

Awwh...How I wish I could rewind back the past.

Enjoy Being pampered and all I can have when I was a Lil girl.

=[

Too bad.I'm a grown-up now.

By the way,I was dreaming about

If I could turn back time.

I will still be a lil girl.My parents will still be young.Taking care of us.

Dad,will take my bro and I to the usual place like the gurney drive Mc donalds every saturday.

And we will play inside the play ground.

Besides that,the water theme park in One-stop last time.But we used to called it the Looking Good.

We was a member there.Every saturday,dad will definately bring us there to play.

There's so many Pool Slides there.If i'm not mistaken 8 slides.

The long one was scary but i really like it.

HAAHA.

Still remember,my skin colour was quite dark though.Cause of swimming.Heh.

Dad will prepare us French fries or food on the table after swmming.

It was so friggin fun being a lil girl.

But now,there's no more water theme park in looking good.=[

Is so dead now.

Just so you know I LOVE MY PAST when I was young,and I wish to go back.

I will never forget those past.Seriously.

Oh shrug;

I forgotten about Dolly's Birthday,It was on the 1st of october.

Happy 5 years old to her.

Hopefully she can live longer,If not,you will see I'll be crying non-stop.

As you know,I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

=]]

Goodnight World;

I'm Tired.*yawn*

Cooking Day?

As usual,woke up around 11.

Saw dad in the kitchen.Wondering what he's gonna cook.Lol.

So I buat kaypo and asked.

He will be cooking Pork and Chicken Curry?

HAHA.I'm not sure what's it called but I'm eating it with noodles.

Dad's cooking is always delicious.

well,whatever.It is so funny that my dad got his fingers burnt by the boiling oil.

I can really feel how he felt.It was darn painful till he have to say *Argh!*

I laughed.evil right?Sigh.

So i quickly went and find one kind of cream to apply on his fingers.

It was a cream from elizabeth arden.My mum bought it long time ago.

That cream is for soothes minor skin irritation,symptoms of chapping,peeling or flaking due to minor burns,sunburn,windburn,scrapes,abrasions or cracked lips.

Is really effective.

Because of that happens,I need to help him in cooking.

Yes!She cooks,and she learnt.Lmao.

I washed almost all the dishes as well.Good enough to be a housewife in future.

XD.

Pictures;

Dad's cooking.

This is what i ate for lunch;

Ready to be Served; =[Blurred pic;
Was wondering will this help me in studies;HAHA.
My dad bought it long time ago,and i don't even know after watching the advertistment in AXN.

Lol,was wacthing amazing race asia though.

Everyone,was saying,If you drink BRANDS you will be smarter?

HAHA.I doubt that.

But somehow I'm gona drink it before I sleep.=]

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I dreamt of my S.a told me that he's not coming back.=[

I'm gonna Miss him so friggin much.

I was aspecting him to be back on this one week holiday.

Waited and waited repeatedly until he came into my dream.

Thought that my dream will never come true.

But now,It is proven.

He is my long time s.a since I was young.

He will never be known by anyone,accept Me and my one and only close friend.

He will be kept inside till the day I see him again.

Goodnight.

The Big Apple?

Woke up around 10am and went back to sleep again till around 12?Lol.

Dad cooked rice for Breakfast &Lunch.

After awhile,spending my time on the computer and Tv.I know is bad,but somehow is still a habit.* XD *

So I was revising Science,searching the answers from my notes and text book.

A mess;
Awhile later,Went off to dinner.I have Roti Babi.Heh.X)

Then we 3 as in Dad,bro and I fetched Mum from Gurney Plaza.

Mum bought donuts.But is only 3.I asked mum why?She said she wanted to buy 6 but it left only a few choices.

So we 4 need to share,Like cut it into 6?Lol.*brilliant*

So i ate 3.Dad ate one,and he said it tasted normal,nothing sophisticated about it.

And I agree.The black sesame seed tasted awful.At first,I thought it was chocalate rice.HAHA.

So my Bro ate the most of it.=)

The chocalate one..is nice.Well,I can say,I'm a good sis.I gave him the chocalate one.
Pics;

Andrew;My bro with his Big mouth.
Who else?Is me ofcause.
I love tying up my hair like that.I found it nice.Is like a ribbon you know.=]

Yesterday,was in tuition.A friend asked me you went to the hair salon and tie?

I was like...No.*Felt impressive.I tied with my own hand.How do you tie it?Is so simple only la.HEH.

2 of them said I look fabulous.

Well,thanks for the compliment ya.x)

Oh ya!Fyi,I'm not going to the prom night on the month of December.

I doubt some idiots might gona plan something to watch a scene.

Well,shit happens you know.

Sometimes your ex might have done something bad or talk shit about you to the ppl after they leave you or you leave them.

Their mouth are just so big to make you become Notorious.

Thats very bad.

And those ppl who belive in what they say are just Gullible.So no offence.

Whatever it is,Say what you want.Is your choice to belive it or not.

I don't mind.

If you wanna ruin the name 'emily' is up to you.

As i said I don't mind.Perhaps I will be standing up for the truth.

Is 1:56 am now.I'm off to bed.*goodnight*

Is me with my pyjamas;

*Toodles*

I friggin Love today's weather.

Whoa.Is pouring here.I'm feeling cold yet I love it.

Well,tomorrow is Hari Raya.All the Malays will be celebrating?Lol.

Great.To all the malays,Selamat Hari Raya.=)

If is gonna rain non-stop,I will be waking up late tomorrow.

There is something very relaxing and mesmerising about the sound of heavy rain lashing against a window pane or a low roof. Perhaps it's the thought of being safely inside and out of the elements that gives one a warm satisfying glow inside.

Whatever it is I must say that the sound of falling rain has a deeply hypnotic effect that can help one to thoroughly relax and unwind. It is a totally natural sound, a sound that has been heard with the ears of humans and animals alike for eons, almost as old as the earth itself. When you hear it you know that for millions of years the same sounds have been heard the world over ' timeless and forever.Happy to be warm and comfortable in bed as the rain appears to lash down outside.

*Winks*

The heavy rain reminds me of my past.

Have u heard of this phrase;

I love you like the falling rain.

<3

Oh girl,don't you call me a Bitch.

Who cares,If you're againts me?

As if I have done something to you.

Lol.

Just Keep your Big mouth Shut and get A life.

*PUKE*

Love is unpredictable.

Will your Love Last?

Prove to the people that your Love will Last.

What about true love at young age huh?

Perhaps no.

Random people said:I still think that you can find love at any age. thinking that true love always lasts forever might be where you're mistaken. there are so many deciding factors... anything can end early. what do you consider 'true love', anyway? love is just love, whether it last forever or it lasts for 2 years. honestly, you can probably find true love at 13-14. thing is, you guys aren't mature enough to be able to stay together for very long.

And I AGREE.(:

Is just the fact,but who knows some people can last for a long time right.

So PROVE it.

Everybody needs Love.Cause without love you'll find you'll have no peace of mind.

Even my bitch(female dog)needs love.

The feelings of Love is AWESOME but it depends on what kind of love.

Background has changed;

Great!I deleted all the posts.I am silly, aren't I.

Now I have to restart all over again.Pfft.

Changing background is freaking me out.

Well,Left one more month to SPM.Lol.

Scary.