when will it stop
the pain
that darkness
that that that
that part of me
that was or Y-O-U!
why can't you feel it
why did u leave
why why why?
love hurts
but so does life
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...
November 25, 2009
November 15, 2009
good good day:
Went to the work shop yesterday and visited sarah in adventist hospital.
Got the T-shirt and is white...My favorite!=D
Pictures below:
Sarah:
WOOT!I'm loving the colour of my hair now:
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Sighs...
Dad is going off to work in Macau for 3 months.And he is going off on this coming thursday...
So fast...=[ No more food on the table for me for 3 months.
I dislike to live with my mum,cause she is a very irresponsible mother.
I love my dad ,but he had to go.Dolly and I will be missing him a lot.
And no more astro from now onwards because astro is giving a lot of problems.Always cannot watch when raining and the wire spoiled or something.
So dad is going to cut off the astro by today and off to Macau very soon.
Sighs...
My life is going to be a miserable one without my dad.My college gonna start soon and I guess i'm going to walk to college everyday instead of asking my mum to fetch me there.
She will definitely ask me to walk there alone.
I HATE HER.
T.T
I'm just half way learning to drive;even if I got my P licence I still dont have a car with me yet cause dad will not be with me.
Cause he told me he will buy me a small car to drive...=[
Well,I got to wait until next year already.
Will be going for a farewell dinner tonight with my bro's girlfriend and my parents.
Is gonna be Evelyn and my dad's farewell.
One is going off to KL and another one is going off to MACAU.
Will miss them a lot.
Got the T-shirt and is white...My favorite!=D
Pictures below:
Sarah:
WOOT!I'm loving the colour of my hair now:
_______________________________________________________________Sighs...
Dad is going off to work in Macau for 3 months.And he is going off on this coming thursday...
So fast...=[ No more food on the table for me for 3 months.
I dislike to live with my mum,cause she is a very irresponsible mother.
I love my dad ,but he had to go.Dolly and I will be missing him a lot.
And no more astro from now onwards because astro is giving a lot of problems.Always cannot watch when raining and the wire spoiled or something.
So dad is going to cut off the astro by today and off to Macau very soon.
Sighs...
My life is going to be a miserable one without my dad.My college gonna start soon and I guess i'm going to walk to college everyday instead of asking my mum to fetch me there.
She will definitely ask me to walk there alone.
I HATE HER.
T.T
I'm just half way learning to drive;even if I got my P licence I still dont have a car with me yet cause dad will not be with me.
Cause he told me he will buy me a small car to drive...=[
Well,I got to wait until next year already.
Will be going for a farewell dinner tonight with my bro's girlfriend and my parents.
Is gonna be Evelyn and my dad's farewell.
One is going off to KL and another one is going off to MACAU.
Will miss them a lot.
What if whats best for "us"
Is whats hardest to do
I still love you but,
I have to let you go
November 12, 2009
I love you....
I Love You Goodbye – Nina
Wish i could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish i could say to you
That i’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something i can’t do
Oh i could say that i’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know i’d only hurt you
I know i’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can find some way to understand i’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart i know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that i could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh i could say that i’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know i’d only hurt you
I know i’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as i love you
Oh i don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But i’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye
November 11, 2009
Incredible child genius in malaysia
Who is this child genius?
His name is Adi Putra Abdul GhaniHe is a CEO and a lecturer now.
The star says:
CHILD genius Adi Putra Abdul Ghani, 10, is now the chief executive officer of two companies and a lecturer who charges RM6,000 per hour, Sin Chew Daily and Nanyang Siang Pau reported.
The dailies said his mother Serihana Alias operates the two companies, which sell vitamins under the brand Adi.
Adi Putra, who is supposed to be attending Year Four classes at his age, has stopped schooling.
He has been invited to certain local universities to give lectures.
The Perak-born child genius, who moved to Selangor with his family a few years ago, was quoted as saying that he wanted to be a lecturer in Islamic studies.
Serihana said he keeps track of foreign stock markets via the Internet and studies at home.
“He’s interested in mathematics, physics, chemistry, geography and biology, but not so much in history and politics. He dislikes reading books but loves spending his time browsing the Net for study materials.
“Adi also hopes to study in Canada, Singapore or the United States, but we have yet to come to a final decision,” she said.
Even a teacher or a lecturer can't even afford to have that amount of money per hour...
This young boy is seriously BRILLIANT!
He is going to be very successful in the future.
How amazing to see such a young boy earning so much than the teachers and lecturers.XD
November 7, 2009
Emotinal thoughts :
I have always wanted to know you since I first saw you walking out,but I never dare to do so.
But I never thought that you will be gone that soon.
I'm just a little bit too late to know your name and so much about you.
I never judge wrong about you when the first time I see you.
You left so much of memories here and is all a good one.
People could only treasure the past of what you've left today.
Is really sad to hear about the sudden death of yours.
I was really shocked,I thought it wasn't you.But when I see clearly,it was really you.
Is really hard to accept the truth.
I admit I cried for you even I don't have the chance to see you or get to know you again.
Wish you could have live longer but is alright,I believe you're now in a better place.
May you rest in peace.
Reminiscing back:
The first time I saw you,you was walking out from your house,and I was walking back to my house after school by public bus.
The last time I saw you,you went to the nearby coffee shop to buy food from the Japanese stall.It was really a surprise to met you there,but still we don't even know each other.
But now,you're gone and i only started to know so much about you,isn't it too late?
Well,is destiny.
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For those who are facing a sudden death of your beloved friends or family :
Take all the time you need to feel all that you need to feel.
Take all the time you need to remember and revisit all that you experienced and shared with the one you lost.
There will be a day when you do not weep.
There will be a day when you surprise yourself with a small laugh.
There will be a day when your heart’s heaviness has lifted.
But I never thought that you will be gone that soon.
I'm just a little bit too late to know your name and so much about you.
I never judge wrong about you when the first time I see you.
You left so much of memories here and is all a good one.
People could only treasure the past of what you've left today.
Is really sad to hear about the sudden death of yours.
I was really shocked,I thought it wasn't you.But when I see clearly,it was really you.
Is really hard to accept the truth.
I admit I cried for you even I don't have the chance to see you or get to know you again.
Wish you could have live longer but is alright,I believe you're now in a better place.
May you rest in peace.
Reminiscing back:
The first time I saw you,you was walking out from your house,and I was walking back to my house after school by public bus.
The last time I saw you,you went to the nearby coffee shop to buy food from the Japanese stall.It was really a surprise to met you there,but still we don't even know each other.
But now,you're gone and i only started to know so much about you,isn't it too late?
Well,is destiny.
________________________________________________________________
For those who are facing a sudden death of your beloved friends or family :
Take all the time you need to feel all that you need to feel.
Take all the time you need to remember and revisit all that you experienced and shared with the one you lost.
There will be a day when you do not weep.
There will be a day when you surprise yourself with a small laugh.
There will be a day when your heart’s heaviness has lifted.
November 5, 2009
Random
HeartBroken
You have been hurt, and you don't know where to go from this point. Listen to this song! Its a good one! (Lifehouse) Broken (Lyrics) I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain There is heal...ing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on) I'm barely holding on to you The broken locks were a warning You got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection Inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose They're still looking for life
Emily took What State Is Your Heart In?
Heart Thats Been Shattered
Your heart has been shattered beyond hope, everyday brings more pain and endless despair. Someone may have just taken your heart and crushed it in their hands and you feel it throb within your chest everyday. To you love brings only pain and misery even w...hat were once your closest memories just bring tears now, if there is any hope of your smile ever returning or this pain ever ending your can't see it from where you are.
Is so true about me,I go OMG...IS SO TRUE! Before I did the quiz I was so addicted to LIFEHOUSE!The first song I heard was BROKEN,and i find it very very meaningful and nice and started to search more of thier songs.And Half of the songs suits me!Woo hooo...=D
Love is Pain :
The sweets:
I found my sweets in my handbag pocket!!!Gosh,is been so long already.Hmmm...let me see when was the last time I blog about this sweets.haha...
Lol!I found the post already :
http://aslifeflows.blogspot.com/2009/09/time-flies-when-youre-busy.html
wow...it was since 19/9/09 so it means since 19 september 2009...Haha...Months ago already.
I'm gonna eat it to get my self stomach pain.=D
November 4, 2009
LIFEHOUSE <3333
"Whatever It Takes"
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
November 2, 2009
what's up!
Is been so long since I blog...
Well,nothing much though...I am bored as usual.
woo hoo...Lifehouse-broken is nice....
Well,nothing much though...I am bored as usual.
woo hoo...Lifehouse-broken is nice....
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