Went gurney today,and I had fun.Thanks to elspeth and friends.
Apparently a lot of people been searching for me for a long time,everybody been looking for me and thought that I was lost while kept wondering where's emily.A lot of people was really surprised to see me and felt that they have found a long lost friend.Haha...Now i only know I was famous once.Not a good thing though,wanna keep my self a low profile better.Now,at least they know I'm still alive...Great.
Took a lot of pictures with them because they was so excited to see me.Make me felt really touched.And my presence were so important to them....Great people.
I know I had been missing for a long time due to some problems,I am sorry.
I did this for the sake of love.
Anyway,i'm glad to spend half of my day with you guys.=D
Watched movie and chit chatting around is enough to make my day to forget him.
I will move on and I will take everyone's advices from now.
Goodnight World!
October 24, 2009
October 23, 2009
Semester break 2009
Will be going to check out for french lesson tomorrow morning...
Dad wants me to pick up languages like German,Japanese or french.And I've made my choice which is French.
Perhaps going for the trial classes.
Hmm... hope is interesting,because I am interested in learning languages...Well so here I come.
Hehe...Dad said he will sponsor me.Because he dislike me doing nothing and waste time when i am having a long sem break.
Oh ya,another thing...I have been procrastinating my undang computer test till now because I dont seem to lulus by practicing myself in the computer,but now I am improving and I got 80 and above which means Lulus.
Well,I need to call up to book for my test and transportation myself.Shouldnt have procrastinate it!
I don't feel like going gurney tomorrow with els but I have no idea how to tell her.=/
My mobile number havent been told to anyone else accept Mum and him.
Haha...Just now one random number called :I thought it was him...But when I saw the number,it wasnt him la.Never dare to answer cause I don't know the number,perhaps he or she might called the wrong number.But hello!My number is a new number!Lol.
Ok la,I can't wait to learn french...I am like so new!
Well will be going to
Check it out:www.pg.alliancefrancaise.org.my
Signing out!Adios~ =D
Dad wants me to pick up languages like German,Japanese or french.And I've made my choice which is French.
Perhaps going for the trial classes.
Hmm... hope is interesting,because I am interested in learning languages...Well so here I come.
Hehe...Dad said he will sponsor me.Because he dislike me doing nothing and waste time when i am having a long sem break.
Oh ya,another thing...I have been procrastinating my undang computer test till now because I dont seem to lulus by practicing myself in the computer,but now I am improving and I got 80 and above which means Lulus.
Well,I need to call up to book for my test and transportation myself.Shouldnt have procrastinate it!
I don't feel like going gurney tomorrow with els but I have no idea how to tell her.=/
My mobile number havent been told to anyone else accept Mum and him.
Haha...Just now one random number called :I thought it was him...But when I saw the number,it wasnt him la.Never dare to answer cause I don't know the number,perhaps he or she might called the wrong number.But hello!My number is a new number!Lol.
Ok la,I can't wait to learn french...I am like so new!
Well will be going to
Alliance Francaise De Penang tomorrow!
Check it out:www.pg.alliancefrancaise.org.my
Signing out!Adios~ =D
October 20, 2009
Breast Cancer month
Hallmark channel is always about life!
Loving it.
Especially the song they usually play it on Tv during advertisement:
hey baby don't forget
live a life with no regrets
you know you got to love this life
love your life
how can you be blue
when the world awaits for you
loving your life
life life life is beautiful
love your life
Until now I still haven't get a new mobile number myself.
Promised elspeth to get a new one by today,she kept bug me to get a new number so that can sms eachother...
But honestly,I hate sms-ing.Lol
Anyway,going Kulim this friday cause my aunt won 30thousand for 4 digit numbers.
So she is gonna treat us eat.Wonder how much she will give me,sighs...felt bad oso la,never even visit her.:(
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All the songs you used to share and listen reminds me of you,i will continue loving you,doesn't matter how long is it going to be.
Sighs...I know talk is cheap...but I mean it myself.
Every night I see our pictures we took,and I could only give a kiss on your face on my phone screen. How insane!
And my eyes will look very weird every time when i woke up from my sleep.
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you
You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby
You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you
Loving it.
Especially the song they usually play it on Tv during advertisement:
hey baby don't forget
live a life with no regrets
you know you got to love this life
love your life
how can you be blue
when the world awaits for you
loving your life
life life life is beautiful
love your life
Until now I still haven't get a new mobile number myself.
Promised elspeth to get a new one by today,she kept bug me to get a new number so that can sms eachother...
But honestly,I hate sms-ing.Lol
Anyway,going Kulim this friday cause my aunt won 30thousand for 4 digit numbers.
So she is gonna treat us eat.Wonder how much she will give me,sighs...felt bad oso la,never even visit her.:(
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All the songs you used to share and listen reminds me of you,i will continue loving you,doesn't matter how long is it going to be.
Sighs...I know talk is cheap...but I mean it myself.
Every night I see our pictures we took,and I could only give a kiss on your face on my phone screen. How insane!
And my eyes will look very weird every time when i woke up from my sleep.
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you
You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby
You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you
Still I cry silently
I learned to cry silently as a child
I was taught my feelings were something to hide
My thoughts seemed to matter as much as I
And if someone said different they were telling a lie
I was taught to hide myself behind my smile
Constantly I was reminded I wasn't worth while
Yet my shame loomed over me as I lived within my skin
I find myself now wondering just who really did win
I carry with me all my tortures and guilt
Praying to God each day that this torture does quit
My uncertainty now is the life that I lead
Expecting to much, trying to fill that need
Wanting so badly to be accepted and loved
Yet wanting to be free, as free as a dove
The dove represents purity of which I have none
I feel alone in this world, there is no one
Still I cry silently just like that child
My feelings still don't matter and from them I still hide
I bury them deeper and deeper than before
I can not bring myself to open that door
Not really certain of what I will find
This life is my prison; I can not hide
The reminders are constant with each glimpse of myself
Just wanting to run and hide from myself
Yet the guilt and the shame, they follow me
Clouding my thoughts; almost blinding me
Pain and loss are familiar to me
Breaking my heart while laughing at me
Time seems to pass and the torture prevails
No laughter, just sadness with a veil of tears
Loneliness overshadows these thoughts at times
But soon am reminded of my past crimes
Still I sit crying just like that little girl
Finding myself lost in my own little world
Is there anyone at all who can see through this pain?
Will there ever be life in these eyes again?
I oftentimes wonder why this happened to me
And then I realize, it was meant to be
If things had been different, would I be the same?
Would my life be filled with this torture and shame?
I still try to run and hide from my past
But it always finds me; I can't run that fast
The child inside me just wants to live
But the person I am has not learned to forgive
Its a process they tell me and that it is slow
I want to be whole, I just want to grow
I want to know love and to give it back
I want to know feelings; I'm tired of this black
I was taught my feelings were something to hide
My thoughts seemed to matter as much as I
And if someone said different they were telling a lie
I was taught to hide myself behind my smile
Constantly I was reminded I wasn't worth while
Yet my shame loomed over me as I lived within my skin
I find myself now wondering just who really did win
I carry with me all my tortures and guilt
Praying to God each day that this torture does quit
My uncertainty now is the life that I lead
Expecting to much, trying to fill that need
Wanting so badly to be accepted and loved
Yet wanting to be free, as free as a dove
The dove represents purity of which I have none
I feel alone in this world, there is no one
Still I cry silently just like that child
My feelings still don't matter and from them I still hide
I bury them deeper and deeper than before
I can not bring myself to open that door
Not really certain of what I will find
This life is my prison; I can not hide
The reminders are constant with each glimpse of myself
Just wanting to run and hide from myself
Yet the guilt and the shame, they follow me
Clouding my thoughts; almost blinding me
Pain and loss are familiar to me
Breaking my heart while laughing at me
Time seems to pass and the torture prevails
No laughter, just sadness with a veil of tears
Loneliness overshadows these thoughts at times
But soon am reminded of my past crimes
Still I sit crying just like that little girl
Finding myself lost in my own little world
Is there anyone at all who can see through this pain?
Will there ever be life in these eyes again?
I oftentimes wonder why this happened to me
And then I realize, it was meant to be
If things had been different, would I be the same?
Would my life be filled with this torture and shame?
I still try to run and hide from my past
But it always finds me; I can't run that fast
The child inside me just wants to live
But the person I am has not learned to forgive
Its a process they tell me and that it is slow
I want to be whole, I just want to grow
I want to know love and to give it back
I want to know feelings; I'm tired of this black
October 10, 2009
Emotional thoughts ;
Can someone save me?
I'm really dying over him.
I know nothing's gonna change...
But this feeling is hurting me each time.
I broke down a lot a lot of time.
I can feel my heart is breaking each day.
Trying to act strong ,but i know I'm weak at times.
I pity myself to get hurt so badly,
My tears are falling each sentence I'm expressing.
My emotional thoughts are killing me in pain.
This pain will never erase ,will never vanish away...
This feeling makes me wanna die,
I wish i could just die,and stop living.
But i know is not worth it,not worth it at all.
I got to be rational over committing suicide...
I've becoming this ugly ,
but all i want to do,
is be more like me and be less like you.
I told my self not to call him anymore,but still i insist.
The more i call him the more i wish to talk to him,
I will be even more painful.
Because the treatment from him was not nice at all...
I'm just being hurt each day,i felt that my heart is wounded badly.
I just had to cry out loud silently in my room when there's no one around me...
I can't control this feeling anymore,i cannot bare with it any longer.
God,please help me...I really had enough.
I'm so sick with this love life...
And i shall cry my self to sleep again and again...
I got to stop this,not to call him to hurt my self again.
I'm weak enough...
It felt like this huge prison of sadness,and i knew that death would set me free.
Goodnight Emily.
I'm really dying over him.
I know nothing's gonna change...
But this feeling is hurting me each time.
I broke down a lot a lot of time.
I can feel my heart is breaking each day.
Trying to act strong ,but i know I'm weak at times.
I pity myself to get hurt so badly,
My tears are falling each sentence I'm expressing.
My emotional thoughts are killing me in pain.
This pain will never erase ,will never vanish away...
This feeling makes me wanna die,
I wish i could just die,and stop living.
But i know is not worth it,not worth it at all.
I got to be rational over committing suicide...
I've becoming this ugly ,
but all i want to do,
is be more like me and be less like you.
I told my self not to call him anymore,but still i insist.
The more i call him the more i wish to talk to him,
I will be even more painful.
Because the treatment from him was not nice at all...
I'm just being hurt each day,i felt that my heart is wounded badly.
I just had to cry out loud silently in my room when there's no one around me...
I can't control this feeling anymore,i cannot bare with it any longer.
God,please help me...I really had enough.
I'm so sick with this love life...
And i shall cry my self to sleep again and again...
I got to stop this,not to call him to hurt my self again.
I'm weak enough...
It felt like this huge prison of sadness,and i knew that death would set me free.
Goodnight Emily.
October 9, 2009
Back
Finished my housework around 4 something then
straight away watch singapore series...
ahaha...
Now everything is clean...
After the singapore series ended went to do my own fake medicure with fake nails.
I did 2 of my toe nails too...
HAHAHA...
then watch TV since 6pm until now...Great!
Well,let me show you my nails :
My toe nails:
Nice or not?But is a bit uncomfortable...cause is long...
Wish I can have a real medicure and pedicure.
:)
Anyway,i won't be jogging tomorrow,dad told me he is tired cause he is out the whole day today...
Will jog only the next day which is Sunday.
Heh...
By the way,the song RETURN TO ME is nice,cause i wish to dedicate this song to my love.
Here's the lyrics:
I know my voice is silence to your ears
I know I said some things you didn't deserve to hear
I miss you, God I miss you, why do I miss you?
I lie awake at night kicking at the sheets
No matter how much I try they never cover my feet
I need you, God I need you, why do I?
I finally gathered up the strength
To get through my days
[Chorus]
You lift me up
(Just to let me down)
You lift me up
(Just to let me down)
You call me on the phone to try to see if I'm at home
You play with my emotions; give me some kind of hope
I miss you, God I miss you, why do I?
I finally gathered up the strength
To get through these lonely, lonely nights
[Chorus]
You've got me desperate and confused
And my confidence is thrown
I'd rather be miserable with you
Than ever be alone
You're free, of me
You lift me up
(Just to let me down)
I will change the way I talk
I will change the way I feel
I will change the way I walk
Until nothing left is real
I will change the way I call your name
I will change the way I eat
I will change the way I touch you
When you're lying there asleep
Because I miss you
God I miss you, I miss you
Return to me
Return to me
I will change everything.
Goodnight!
October 8, 2009
6:41am
Good Morning people,I'm awake for a jog.
now waiting for dad...
Lol...
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Came back at 730am...
So frigging tired!
Like very very tired!
Dad and I jogged until G hotel only...
Haha...
We sat there and talk,told dad about the sunset.At the same time,dad asked me to massage for him...Lmao...and i did lo...What a great daughter...=D
But i did not see the sunset.
Hmm...i can't believe my dad can jog better than me...
I'm so weak...
Now,i know why woman hates to be fat,
Because is so hard to burn your fats...
Exercising is so hard and stressful,my stomach was painful while jogging.
I sweat like hell...
I just have to stopped half way jogging back but dad wasn't...I go wow,and i wanted to challenge him..But obviously i cant la...
Half way jogging back,we fed pigeon with an old uncle...Nicee....
Once i got home,I quickly switched on the air-cond in my room and sat on the floor.
Felt like vomiting...Damn it!
Then make myself a cup of hot milo and rest.
After one hour go bath and sleep again until 11 am...HAHAHAH...
Now,dad is out and asked me to clean the house...
But i'm going to bath my baby first then only vacuum and mop the floor...
Clean the house is also one of the way of burning fats kay...
And i hate my super fat face like so much...
I'm not gonna have lunch already...
So till here from now,will be back when I'm done with my housework...
XD
now waiting for dad...
Lol...
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Came back at 730am...
So frigging tired!
Like very very tired!
Dad and I jogged until G hotel only...
Haha...
We sat there and talk,told dad about the sunset.At the same time,dad asked me to massage for him...Lmao...and i did lo...What a great daughter...=D
But i did not see the sunset.
Hmm...i can't believe my dad can jog better than me...
I'm so weak...
Now,i know why woman hates to be fat,
Because is so hard to burn your fats...
Exercising is so hard and stressful,my stomach was painful while jogging.
I sweat like hell...
I just have to stopped half way jogging back but dad wasn't...I go wow,and i wanted to challenge him..But obviously i cant la...
Half way jogging back,we fed pigeon with an old uncle...Nicee....
Once i got home,I quickly switched on the air-cond in my room and sat on the floor.
Felt like vomiting...Damn it!
Then make myself a cup of hot milo and rest.
After one hour go bath and sleep again until 11 am...HAHAHAH...
Now,dad is out and asked me to clean the house...
But i'm going to bath my baby first then only vacuum and mop the floor...
Clean the house is also one of the way of burning fats kay...
And i hate my super fat face like so much...
I'm not gonna have lunch already...
So till here from now,will be back when I'm done with my housework...
XD
Today ;
Been home the whole day...
LOL!
Been spending my whole day watching xiaxue's (wendy) videos...
I love her entertaining me la...
I watched almost all her video you know!
Xiaxue(wendy) is really really good...I love the way she speaks...
Well,
now i know what to do when I'm bored.
xD
I still wanna follow up her videos...
I'm gonna like sleep now you know...early right?
I feels like today is Friday or saturday...
So relax and nice...
But sighs,at the same time missing him as usual...
Well tomorrow i wanna JOG!I mean it!
Wanna wake up as early like half past 6...so that i can see sunset in gurney drive...
hah..
reminds me of my love told me about the sunset was very nice.Sighs...
we even planned to watch it together...But now...is just have to come to an end.
Anyway,
I love the song from the last goodnight...
The Last Goodnight - Poison Kiss lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Back Where We Belong lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Pictures Of You lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful lyrics
The Last Goodnight - This Is The Sound lyrics
The Last Goodnight - One Trust lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Return To Me lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Good Love lyrics
The Last Goodnight - If I Talk To God lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Push Me Away lyrics
The Last Goodnight - In Your Arms lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Incomplete lyrics
Check it out...
My favorites are in red!
Pictures of you :
Return to me:
One trust :
Good love :
LOL!
Been spending my whole day watching xiaxue's (wendy) videos...
I love her entertaining me la...
I watched almost all her video you know!
Xiaxue(wendy) is really really good...I love the way she speaks...
Well,
now i know what to do when I'm bored.
xD
I still wanna follow up her videos...
I'm gonna like sleep now you know...early right?
I feels like today is Friday or saturday...
So relax and nice...
But sighs,at the same time missing him as usual...
Well tomorrow i wanna JOG!I mean it!
Wanna wake up as early like half past 6...so that i can see sunset in gurney drive...
hah..
reminds me of my love told me about the sunset was very nice.Sighs...
we even planned to watch it together...But now...is just have to come to an end.
Anyway,
I love the song from the last goodnight...
The Last Goodnight - Poison Kiss lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Back Where We Belong lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Pictures Of You lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Stay Beautiful lyrics
The Last Goodnight - This Is The Sound lyrics
The Last Goodnight - One Trust lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Return To Me lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Good Love lyrics
The Last Goodnight - If I Talk To God lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Push Me Away lyrics
The Last Goodnight - In Your Arms lyrics
The Last Goodnight - Incomplete lyrics
Check it out...
My favorites are in red!
Pictures of you :
Return to me:
One trust :
Good love :
October 7, 2009
No jogging :(
I miss my jogging as i said I'm going to jog by today...
But I did not make it...
Was very sleepy because of sleeping late last night...
FML...
Then now the weather is cooling...
Lol...
Dad says : Jogging wor!
Emily says: It was raining ok...hehe...
Actually it wasn't raining early in the morning...
I'm just being lazy to wake up...
Well, nevermind...
Today can't make it still got tomorrow...XD
Anyway,Dad wanted to go for a movie today...
I shall see how...=)
But I did not make it...
Was very sleepy because of sleeping late last night...
FML...
Then now the weather is cooling...
Lol...
Dad says : Jogging wor!
Emily says: It was raining ok...hehe...
Actually it wasn't raining early in the morning...
I'm just being lazy to wake up...
Well, nevermind...
Today can't make it still got tomorrow...XD
Anyway,Dad wanted to go for a movie today...
I shall see how...=)
I Love you...
I think of you day and night,
reminiscing about the past we had,I just can't help it.
You were the one for me all this while,
and I'm used to your love.
Before I sleep I will be looking through our pictures we took together,
I treasure it all night long with my tears falling.
It was a sleepless night after losing you.
Although how tired i am,I just never give up being aware of you.
I am loving you but i had to lose you
tears keep falling down
I am finally trying to make a break through
but the thing is that i still don't know how
it must be your love that I have in my heart
that keeps me going
you still loved me and now i keep showing
my love for you
even though
I had to lose you but I am still loving you
everyday every waking hour
I have you in my mind
i just got to go through this life without you.
I've been missing you for a long time,
but i know you're not coming back to me anymore.
I miss your presence,your voice and your love.
I wish somehow,someday I could have you back here by my side.
Is been hurting me so badly,
that I don't even know what I'm actually living for without you.
You left me wondering around
No longer do I feel safe and sound
Stumbling on our pictures
Cant keep in all of this hurt
I loved you so damn much
That now I cry for your touch
That no longer comes my way
No matter how much I beg and pray
Into my bed I crawl alone
Just to see myself left alone
It was a week ago since you said goodbye
But your presence still lingers here with me
It fills my body with such distress
Turning me into a total mess
I hold my broken heart in my hand
Trying to keep it together the best I can
But no matter how much glue I use
I still cry and feel sad
For in this prison called my room
I keep memories of me and you
They haunt me every second of the day
I just wish this pain would go away
I could only treasure the
pictures of you holding me
for a memory of what we used to be
and
I love you,no matter what life takes us through.
I wish you know:
''If loving you is still a possibility
reminiscing about the past we had,I just can't help it.
You were the one for me all this while,
and I'm used to your love.
Before I sleep I will be looking through our pictures we took together,
I treasure it all night long with my tears falling.
It was a sleepless night after losing you.
Although how tired i am,I just never give up being aware of you.
You're all I need.
26/09/2009
I am loving you but i had to lose you
tears keep falling down
I am finally trying to make a break through
but the thing is that i still don't know how
it must be your love that I have in my heart
that keeps me going
you still loved me and now i keep showing
my love for you
even though
I had to lose you but I am still loving you
everyday every waking hour
I have you in my mind
i just got to go through this life without you.
30/09/09
I've been missing you for a long time,
but i know you're not coming back to me anymore.
I miss your presence,your voice and your love.
I wish somehow,someday I could have you back here by my side.
Is been hurting me so badly,
that I don't even know what I'm actually living for without you.
2/10/09
You left me wondering around
No longer do I feel safe and sound
Stumbling on our pictures
Cant keep in all of this hurt
I loved you so damn much
That now I cry for your touch
That no longer comes my way
No matter how much I beg and pray
Into my bed I crawl alone
Just to see myself left alone
It was a week ago since you said goodbye
But your presence still lingers here with me
It fills my body with such distress
Turning me into a total mess
I hold my broken heart in my hand
Trying to keep it together the best I can
But no matter how much glue I use
I still cry and feel sad
For in this prison called my room
I keep memories of me and you
They haunt me every second of the day
I just wish this pain would go away
I could only treasure the
pictures of you holding me
for a memory of what we used to be
and
I love you,no matter what life takes us through.
07/10/09
I wish you know:
''If loving you is still a possibility
When you return I'll be there for you
Cause in my heart I'll always love you.''
No Title...
Went out to shopped with my mum this afternoon for a short while.
We went Komtar cause mum knows that I wanted to buy hair clips and stuffs.
There's like a special promotion in S&M so called hot market...Have you heard it?
While walking , we saw Buy one free one...Lol...
Very cheap...spend there for like almost 2 hours ...
They sell all kind of beautiful hair pins,hair clips,ear rings... and so much more...
I even saw fake hair extension...Awwwh..Wanted to buy it because if i buy i will get one free...
But I'm like so undecided...so forget about it...
The pictures below is what i bought:
I bought ear rings,hairband, don't know what's that called but looks like a comb,i tried that comb thingy after i bought it,I test it on my hair and it was like'' omg! so painful! ''
Well,i bought a hair clip and a cheap eyeliner made in china..WAAHAHA...XD
Oh yeah,last but not least i bought fake nails with nice decoration.
I'm so into nails now...I love to see beautiful design on people's nails.
So i bought it...hahaha...
I will try it soon once I have the time...and I shall let you see how it looks like.
We went Komtar cause mum knows that I wanted to buy hair clips and stuffs.
There's like a special promotion in S&M so called hot market...Have you heard it?
While walking , we saw Buy one free one...Lol...
Very cheap...spend there for like almost 2 hours ...
They sell all kind of beautiful hair pins,hair clips,ear rings... and so much more...
I even saw fake hair extension...Awwwh..Wanted to buy it because if i buy i will get one free...
But I'm like so undecided...so forget about it...
The pictures below is what i bought:
I bought ear rings,hairband, don't know what's that called but looks like a comb,i tried that comb thingy after i bought it,I test it on my hair and it was like'' omg! so painful! ''
Well,i bought a hair clip and a cheap eyeliner made in china..WAAHAHA...XD
Oh yeah,last but not least i bought fake nails with nice decoration.
I'm so into nails now...I love to see beautiful design on people's nails.
So i bought it...hahaha...
I will try it soon once I have the time...and I shall let you see how it looks like.
Bought one white colour singlet,it was very tight but doesnt matter cause is hot,and also bought a black colour sleeveless dress:
Here comes my baby :
Take one:
Take two:
Take three:
She is cute isnt it?HAH!Well,tomorrow morning I'm gonna wake dad up to jog with me in gurney drive...then come back bath and practice my computer test for the whole day. After that, I shall take my test by this coming weekends...=)
October 6, 2009
A sigh of relief. ;
Everything has come to an end...
My exams ended today,my period finish too...
Is it a good start?
Lol...
I'm having a semester break from now onwards but don't know until when...
I got to check out from people soon.
If i'm not mistaken is only a short break...
BLAHH...
I'm quite upset about my marketing exam today.
MY 10 marks on part C...habis lah...Mati teruk on that question.
So regret that I read wrongly ...stupid me!being lazy and read the short notes...
If I thought of part C giving 10 marks for each question while doing my studies last night...Maybe I will get that full fucking 10 marks.....
Urghhhh...
Well...screw it!
So now...I just have to forget about it...
I always had this feeling after my exams...
Got to move on,move on,move on...
Aiks...Aiks...
I want to dedicate you a song lyrics:
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
My exams ended today,my period finish too...
Is it a good start?
Lol...
I'm having a semester break from now onwards but don't know until when...
I got to check out from people soon.
If i'm not mistaken is only a short break...
BLAHH...
I'm quite upset about my marketing exam today.
MY 10 marks on part C...habis lah...Mati teruk on that question.
So regret that I read wrongly ...stupid me!being lazy and read the short notes...
If I thought of part C giving 10 marks for each question while doing my studies last night...Maybe I will get that full fucking 10 marks.....
Urghhhh...
Well...screw it!
So now...I just have to forget about it...
I always had this feeling after my exams...
Got to move on,move on,move on...
Aiks...Aiks...
I want to dedicate you a song lyrics:
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
October 4, 2009
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......
October 3, 2009
I believe in chinese zodiac....do you?
Ascertain who is the love of your life and analysis the love compatibility between you and your lover/spouse.Have you ever looked at your partner and wondered if he or she is indeed the one for you? Are you ever frustrated by the communication breakdown you experience with your partner and wish that you knew a way to close the gap at all times? Looking for a glimpse at what a good life partner will be like? Ever wanted to have the future's information in your hands to be able to enjoy a fulfilling, romantic union with no uncertainties and mistakes?
My Chinese zodiac is sheep.What about you?
2009 Chinese Horoscope for people born in Sheep years: 1907, 1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003.
Sheep people had a better luck than most of people in 2008, year of Rat. All career, money, love and health had good news to them last year. However, the year of Cow will be different. This is because Cow and Sheep have fighting relationship, which could bring things turbulent. Sheep people need to pay attention at work, at home or traveling to avoid argument, lawsuit, blooding, accident or money loss. In general, they have to spend lots of effort to overcome many hardship in 2009.
Career: Since the fighting relationship between Sheep and Cow, Sheep people shouldn't have great career performance in 2009. There is no Lucky Star appearing, but many Unlucky Stars coming to career area in year of 2009. This is very unfavorable to your job position. Your job duty will be heavier. The difficulty level of the task will be higher. The schedule of the project will be tighter. Unexpected obstacles will come to you. The progress of the plan will be slowing down. You will be losing trust from your boss. Also, you will involve the issue on company personnel coordination. Then, you cannot concentrate on your daily business. Therefore, you don't have the chance and time to show off your job ability. If the company has financial trouble, then you have to find a way to save your position.
Money: Career is always the major factor to determine the money luck. If your career luck is poor, then you shouldn't expect any extra income from your job. There is a Broken Star in the money area. That means it's hard to accumulate the wealth in this year. You might lose money since gambling, wrong business deal, risky investment or accident. Whatever you earn, you will spend it at the end and you won't have any extra savings. Therefore, you need to think about balancing the budget before spending money in 2009.
Love: Neither a Love Star nor an Unlucky Star is coming in love area this year. Therefore the love fortune for Sheep people is fair this year. Your partner will complaint about your attitude on your love relationship because of your constantly absence of mind. Maybe the pressure from your job, you don't have good temper like before and lose your passion in love. In order to keep your love relationship, you need to pay attention on your words and deeds.
Health: The fighting relationship between Sheep and Cow always brings something to trouble people. Too much worry could bring people illness. If you are senior, then you have to watch for your health this year. Whenever feeling uncomfortable, you need to visit the doctor and don't let a tiny illness become a serious disease. If you are a young Sheep people, you need to make sure you have good sleeping quality. No enough sleep at night lets you lose energy during daytime, impact your working efficiency and then affect your health and your job.
Fortune: Because your career luck and money luck are unstable in 2009. You have better to keep your profile low. You need to bear the challenge and endure the trouble, stick on your position and must avoid changing your job. If possible, you also have better not to travel to long distance, not to attend funeral, not to visit the sick people, not do home improvement or redecoration. Your health should be fair. If you have a long term disease, as long as you pay attention on it, you can keep the same health. In general, Sheep people must not show off themselves and don't try to be a hero in 2009. They should only focus on their job responsibilities, then they will have a safe and peaceful year of Cow.
After reading the article above :
I've learned SHEEP and COW are not meant to be together
Well is so true,I BELIEVE...IS VERY TRUE!
Wanna know about your fortune of Career, Money Love and Health in 2009, the year of Cow?
CHECK THIS OUT AT :http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2009/2009Zodiac.htm
My Chinese zodiac is sheep.What about you?
2009 Chinese Horoscope for people born in Sheep years: 1907, 1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003.
Sheep people had a better luck than most of people in 2008, year of Rat. All career, money, love and health had good news to them last year. However, the year of Cow will be different. This is because Cow and Sheep have fighting relationship, which could bring things turbulent. Sheep people need to pay attention at work, at home or traveling to avoid argument, lawsuit, blooding, accident or money loss. In general, they have to spend lots of effort to overcome many hardship in 2009.
Career: Since the fighting relationship between Sheep and Cow, Sheep people shouldn't have great career performance in 2009. There is no Lucky Star appearing, but many Unlucky Stars coming to career area in year of 2009. This is very unfavorable to your job position. Your job duty will be heavier. The difficulty level of the task will be higher. The schedule of the project will be tighter. Unexpected obstacles will come to you. The progress of the plan will be slowing down. You will be losing trust from your boss. Also, you will involve the issue on company personnel coordination. Then, you cannot concentrate on your daily business. Therefore, you don't have the chance and time to show off your job ability. If the company has financial trouble, then you have to find a way to save your position.
Money: Career is always the major factor to determine the money luck. If your career luck is poor, then you shouldn't expect any extra income from your job. There is a Broken Star in the money area. That means it's hard to accumulate the wealth in this year. You might lose money since gambling, wrong business deal, risky investment or accident. Whatever you earn, you will spend it at the end and you won't have any extra savings. Therefore, you need to think about balancing the budget before spending money in 2009.
Love: Neither a Love Star nor an Unlucky Star is coming in love area this year. Therefore the love fortune for Sheep people is fair this year. Your partner will complaint about your attitude on your love relationship because of your constantly absence of mind. Maybe the pressure from your job, you don't have good temper like before and lose your passion in love. In order to keep your love relationship, you need to pay attention on your words and deeds.
Health: The fighting relationship between Sheep and Cow always brings something to trouble people. Too much worry could bring people illness. If you are senior, then you have to watch for your health this year. Whenever feeling uncomfortable, you need to visit the doctor and don't let a tiny illness become a serious disease. If you are a young Sheep people, you need to make sure you have good sleeping quality. No enough sleep at night lets you lose energy during daytime, impact your working efficiency and then affect your health and your job.
Fortune: Because your career luck and money luck are unstable in 2009. You have better to keep your profile low. You need to bear the challenge and endure the trouble, stick on your position and must avoid changing your job. If possible, you also have better not to travel to long distance, not to attend funeral, not to visit the sick people, not do home improvement or redecoration. Your health should be fair. If you have a long term disease, as long as you pay attention on it, you can keep the same health. In general, Sheep people must not show off themselves and don't try to be a hero in 2009. They should only focus on their job responsibilities, then they will have a safe and peaceful year of Cow.
After reading the article above :
I've learned SHEEP and COW are not meant to be together
Well is so true,I BELIEVE...IS VERY TRUE!
Wanna know about your fortune of Career, Money Love and Health in 2009, the year of Cow?
CHECK THIS OUT AT :http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2009/2009Zodiac.htm
My tears kept falling down.
I just cried over a very sad video.
It is very sad people...
I wish I could do something to help.
I felt so helpless...
I cried non-stop...like continuously crying...
Lucky No body is around me...
I can even feel my heart is painful at the same time crying...
I would like to share this video with everyone here and I really hope you could share it to people around you too.
This is my first time seeing people suffering in such pain.
Let's change the world to be a better place.
I will show you the video soon when youtube is back from the maintenance.
Well,back...
Please watch it...
You will definitely feel sad...
It is very sad people...
I wish I could do something to help.
I felt so helpless...
I cried non-stop...like continuously crying...
Lucky No body is around me...
I can even feel my heart is painful at the same time crying...
I would like to share this video with everyone here and I really hope you could share it to people around you too.
This is my first time seeing people suffering in such pain.
Let's change the world to be a better place.
I will show you the video soon when youtube is back from the maintenance.
Well,back...
Please watch it...
You will definitely feel sad...
Thank god for sending such a wonderful people for them to be in a better place now.
Now,I felt so much relief...Hopefully,they will continue exploring the village to village again.
May god bless Jane,Sam and Esther.
May god bless Jane,Sam and Esther.
心跳-HeartBeat
想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
Xiang gen wo chao jia Wo mei na me wu liao
You want to argue with me. I’m not that bored.
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
Bu dong de dao qian Wo mei na me cong ming
I don't understand how to apologize. I’m not that bright.
好想要回到我们的原点
Hao xiang yao hui dao wo men de yuan dian
I really want to go back to where we started from.
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
Ni you zai ku qi Wo gei bu liao an wei
You are crying again. I can't comfort you.
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
Wo you zai yao tou You na me dian hou hui
I’m shaking my head again disapproving of my actions. There’s only that much regret.
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Ai qing de fa zhan yi nan yi hui tou que wu fa wang qian zou
Love’s development is already hard to turn back, but I’m unable to go forward.
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
Dan shen bu you ji chu xian zai xiong kou Liang ke xin neng sai ji ge wen hao
My feelings surge and take over. How many problems can two hearts contain?
爱让我们流多少眼泪
Ai rang wo men liu duo shao yan lei
How many tears did love make us shed?
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Ni de yan shen chong man mei li dai zou de xin tiao
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Ni de wen rou ru ci kao jin dai zou wo de xin tiao
In this way, your tenderness draws closer to take away my heartbeat.
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Ni zhuan shi guang dao yi kai shi Neng bu neng gei yi miao
Time has turned back to a beginning. Can you give me a moment?
等着哪一天你也想起
Deng zhe na yi tian ni ye xiang qi
I’m waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好
Na xuan zai ji yi zhong de mei hao
That happiness hovering in your memories.
Been listening to this lately...A very very nice touching song from my beloved Lee hom.
I'm Loving it.
Xiang gen wo chao jia Wo mei na me wu liao
You want to argue with me. I’m not that bored.
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
Bu dong de dao qian Wo mei na me cong ming
I don't understand how to apologize. I’m not that bright.
好想要回到我们的原点
Hao xiang yao hui dao wo men de yuan dian
I really want to go back to where we started from.
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
Ni you zai ku qi Wo gei bu liao an wei
You are crying again. I can't comfort you.
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
Wo you zai yao tou You na me dian hou hui
I’m shaking my head again disapproving of my actions. There’s only that much regret.
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Ai qing de fa zhan yi nan yi hui tou que wu fa wang qian zou
Love’s development is already hard to turn back, but I’m unable to go forward.
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
Dan shen bu you ji chu xian zai xiong kou Liang ke xin neng sai ji ge wen hao
My feelings surge and take over. How many problems can two hearts contain?
爱让我们流多少眼泪
Ai rang wo men liu duo shao yan lei
How many tears did love make us shed?
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Ni de yan shen chong man mei li dai zou de xin tiao
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Ni de wen rou ru ci kao jin dai zou wo de xin tiao
In this way, your tenderness draws closer to take away my heartbeat.
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Ni zhuan shi guang dao yi kai shi Neng bu neng gei yi miao
Time has turned back to a beginning. Can you give me a moment?
等着哪一天你也想起
Deng zhe na yi tian ni ye xiang qi
I’m waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好
Na xuan zai ji yi zhong de mei hao
That happiness hovering in your memories.
Been listening to this lately...A very very nice touching song from my beloved Lee hom.
I'm Loving it.
October 2, 2009
Fat face
My face starting to get fat as in becoming chubby.
Urghhh...
What can i do now?
Jogging?
Lol...
I'm going for a jog right after my final exams...
Starting to get a new healthy lifestyle...
Wake up early in the morning...Jog! jog! jog!
XD
NOW MY FACE...I WILL HAVE A TUMMY SOON.
D:
Urghhh...
What can i do now?
Jogging?
Lol...
I'm going for a jog right after my final exams...
Starting to get a new healthy lifestyle...
Wake up early in the morning...Jog! jog! jog!
XD
NOW MY FACE...I WILL HAVE A TUMMY SOON.
D:
Do you miss me?
Do you?
sighs.....
I'm so tired you know...
But...still got 2 more subject to go...
I can feel god is guiding me all this while,as i asked him to give me the wisdom.
And I'm feeling good and satisfied so far.
Guess I'm doing well for the final exams.
I shall be thankful ;
So so so...
I have 3 days to rest...How relaxing...
But in between need to do revision...
Will remove you soon...
=]
sighs.....
I'm so tired you know...
But...still got 2 more subject to go...
I can feel god is guiding me all this while,as i asked him to give me the wisdom.
And I'm feeling good and satisfied so far.
Guess I'm doing well for the final exams.
I shall be thankful ;
So so so...
I have 3 days to rest...How relaxing...
But in between need to do revision...
Will remove you soon...
=]
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