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Went out to shopped with my mum this afternoon for a short while.
We went Komtar cause mum knows that I wanted to buy hair clips and stuffs.

There's like a special promotion in S&M so called hot market...Have you heard it?
While walking , we saw Buy one free one...Lol...
Very cheap...spend there for like almost 2 hours ...
They sell all kind of beautiful hair pins,hair clips,ear rings... and so much more...

I even saw fake hair extension...Awwwh..Wanted to buy it because if i buy i will get one free...
But I'm like so undecided...so forget about it...
The pictures below is what i bought:
I bought ear rings,hairband, don't know what's that called but looks like a comb,i tried that comb thingy after i bought it,I test it on my hair and it was like'' omg! so painful! ''
Well,i bought a hair clip and a cheap eyeliner made in china..WAAHAHA...XD
Oh yeah,last but not least i bought fake nails with nice decoration.
I'm so into nails now...I love to see beautiful design on people's nails.
So i bought it...hahaha...
I will try it soon once I have the time...and I shall let you see how it looks like.

Bought one white colour singlet,it was very tight but doesnt matter cause is hot,and also bought a black colour sleeveless dress:

Here comes my baby :

Take one:
Take two:

Take three:
She is cute isnt it?HAH!

Well,tomorrow morning I'm gonna wake dad up to jog with me in gurney drive...then come back bath and practice my computer test for the whole day. After that, I shall take my test by this coming weekends...=)

A sigh of relief. ;

Everything has come to an end...

My exams ended today,my period finish too...

Is it a good start?

Lol...

I'm having a semester break from now onwards but don't know until when...

I got to check out from people soon.

If i'm not mistaken is only a short break...
BLAHH...

I'm quite upset about my marketing exam today.

MY 10 marks on part C...habis lah...Mati teruk on that question.

So regret that I read wrongly ...stupid me!being lazy and read the short notes...
If I thought of part C giving 10 marks for each question while doing my studies last night...Maybe I will get that full fucking 10 marks.....

Urghhhh...

Well...screw it!


So now...I just have to forget about it...
I always had this feeling after my exams...
Got to move on,move on,move on...
Aiks...Aiks...


I want to dedicate you a song lyrics:
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
About the things weve gone through
Though its hurting me
Now its history
Ive played all my cards
And thats what youve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
Thats her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking Id be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I dont wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
Youve come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

I believe in chinese zodiac....do you?

Ascertain who is the love of your life and analysis the love compatibility between you and your lover/spouse.Have you ever looked at your partner and wondered if he or she is indeed the one for you? Are you ever frustrated by the communication breakdown you experience with your partner and wish that you knew a way to close the gap at all times? Looking for a glimpse at what a good life partner will be like? Ever wanted to have the future's information in your hands to be able to enjoy a fulfilling, romantic union with no uncertainties and mistakes?


My Chinese zodiac is sheep.What about you?


2009 Chinese Horoscope for people born in Sheep years: 1907, 1919, 1931, 1943, 1955, 1967, 1979, 1991, 2003.


Sheep people had a better luck than most of people in 2008, year of Rat. All career, money, love and health had good news to them last year. However, the year of Cow will be different. This is because Cow and Sheep have fighting relationship, which could bring things turbulent. Sheep people need to pay attention at work, at home or traveling to avoid argument, lawsuit, blooding, accident or money loss. In general, they have to spend lots of effort to overcome many hardship in 2009.

Career: Since the fighting relationship between Sheep and Cow, Sheep people shouldn't have great career performance in 2009. There is no Lucky Star appearing, but many Unlucky Stars coming to career area in year of 2009. This is very unfavorable to your job position. Your job duty will be heavier. The difficulty level of the task will be higher. The schedule of the project will be tighter. Unexpected obstacles will come to you. The progress of the plan will be slowing down. You will be losing trust from your boss. Also, you will involve the issue on company personnel coordination. Then, you cannot concentrate on your daily business. Therefore, you don't have the chance and time to show off your job ability. If the company has financial trouble, then you have to find a way to save your position.

Money: Career is always the major factor to determine the money luck. If your career luck is poor, then you shouldn't expect any extra income from your job. There is a Broken Star in the money area. That means it's hard to accumulate the wealth in this year. You might lose money since gambling, wrong business deal, risky investment or accident. Whatever you earn, you will spend it at the end and you won't have any extra savings. Therefore, you need to think about balancing the budget before spending money in 2009.

Love: Neither a Love Star nor an Unlucky Star is coming in love area this year. Therefore the love fortune for Sheep people is fair this year. Your partner will complaint about your attitude on your love relationship because of your constantly absence of mind. Maybe the pressure from your job, you don't have good temper like before and lose your passion in love. In order to keep your love relationship, you need to pay attention on your words and deeds.

Health: The fighting relationship between Sheep and Cow always brings something to trouble people. Too much worry could bring people illness. If you are senior, then you have to watch for your health this year. Whenever feeling uncomfortable, you need to visit the doctor and don't let a tiny illness become a serious disease. If you are a young Sheep people, you need to make sure you have good sleeping quality. No enough sleep at night lets you lose energy during daytime, impact your working efficiency and then affect your health and your job.

Fortune: Because your career luck and money luck are unstable in 2009. You have better to keep your profile low. You need to bear the challenge and endure the trouble, stick on your position and must avoid changing your job. If possible, you also have better not to travel to long distance, not to attend funeral, not to visit the sick people, not do home improvement or redecoration. Your health should be fair. If you have a long term disease, as long as you pay attention on it, you can keep the same health. In general, Sheep people must not show off themselves and don't try to be a hero in 2009. They should only focus on their job responsibilities, then they will have a safe and peaceful year of Cow.



After reading the article above :
I've learned SHEEP and COW are not meant to be together
Well is so true,I BELIEVE...IS VERY TRUE!


Wanna know about your fortune of Career, Money Love and Health in 2009, the year of Cow?
CHECK THIS OUT AT :http://www.chinesefortunecalendar.com/2009/2009Zodiac.htm

My tears kept falling down.

I just cried over a very sad video.
It is very sad people...
I wish I could do something to help.
I felt so helpless...
I cried non-stop...like continuously crying...
Lucky No body is around me...
I can even feel my heart is painful at the same time crying...


I would like to share this video with everyone here and I really hope you could share it to people around you too.

This is my first time seeing people suffering in such pain.

Let's change the world to be a better place.

I will show you the video soon when youtube is back from the maintenance.


Well,back...
Please watch it...
You will definitely feel sad...

Thank god for sending such a wonderful people for them to be in a better place now.

Now,I felt so much relief...Hopefully,they will continue exploring the village to village again.
May god bless Jane,Sam and Esther.

心跳-HeartBeat

想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
Xiang gen wo chao jia Wo mei na me wu liao
You want to argue with me. I’m not that bored.
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
Bu dong de dao qian Wo mei na me cong ming
I don't understand how to apologize. I’m not that bright.
好想要回到我们的原点
Hao xiang yao hui dao wo men de yuan dian
I really want to go back to where we started from.

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
Ni you zai ku qi Wo gei bu liao an wei
You are crying again. I can't comfort you.
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
Wo you zai yao tou You na me dian hou hui
I’m shaking my head again disapproving of my actions. There’s only that much regret.
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Ai qing de fa zhan yi nan yi hui tou que wu fa wang qian zou
Love’s development is already hard to turn back, but I’m unable to go forward.

但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
Dan shen bu you ji chu xian zai xiong kou Liang ke xin neng sai ji ge wen hao
My feelings surge and take over. How many problems can two hearts contain?
爱让我们流多少眼泪
Ai rang wo men liu duo shao yan lei
How many tears did love make us shed?

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Ni de yan shen chong man mei li dai zou de xin tiao
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
Ni de wen rou ru ci kao jin dai zou wo de xin tiao
In this way, your tenderness draws closer to take away my heartbeat.
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Ni zhuan shi guang dao yi kai shi Neng bu neng gei yi miao
Time has turned back to a beginning. Can you give me a moment?

等着哪一天你也想起
Deng zhe na yi tian ni ye xiang qi
I’m waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好
Na xuan zai ji yi zhong de mei hao
That happiness hovering in your memories.



Been listening to this lately...A very very nice touching song from my beloved Lee hom.
I'm Loving it.

Fat face

My face starting to get fat as in becoming chubby.
Urghhh...
What can i do now?
Jogging?
Lol...

I'm going for a jog right after my final exams...
Starting to get a new healthy lifestyle...
Wake up early in the morning...Jog! jog! jog!

XD

NOW MY FACE...I WILL HAVE A TUMMY SOON.
D:

Do you miss me?

Do you?
sighs.....
I'm so tired you know...
But...still got 2 more subject to go...

I can feel god is guiding me all this while,as i asked him to give me the wisdom.
And I'm feeling good and satisfied so far.
Guess I'm doing well for the final exams.
I shall be thankful ;



So so so...
I have 3 days to rest...How relaxing...
But in between need to do revision...


Will remove you soon...

=]

Dolly's Birthday!

HELLO!

Today is our dolly's birthday!

Please wish my baby dolly Happy Birthday...



Date of birth : 1ST OCTOBER 2003

She is officially 6 years old now.

She have been with NG FAMILY for 6 years.

I Love her till death!

As Life flows

Cross my heart and hope to die
With only seconds away before I...
It felt so good when I hit the ground
Come with me; join me on the other side

And life flows by
It hits me when I hit the ground
And life flows by
I am feeling lonely, fading slowly
And life flows by

If tomorrow never see the light
If I never get to say goodbye
It doesn't mean that I don't care
Come with me, and I will take you there

And life flows by
It hits me when I hit the ground
And life flows by
I am feeling lonely, fading slowly
And life flows by
I am feeling lonely, fading slowly
Out

When passion burns no more
When your friends are all gone
When laughter is heard no more
I am the fool who turned away

And life flows by
It hits me when I hit the ground
And life flows by
I am feeling lonely, fading slowly
And life flows by
I am feeling lonely, fading slowly
Out

God is with me(:

What is wrong with the internet connection?
Can someone,somebody tell me what is wrong?
Do I have to wait and wait and wait...
Grr...

I need to do research...Oh dear...Lucky thing,blogspot is working...heh...
Get to write whatever i want here.
HAH! XD

Every night in my dream I see you,I feel you.


I feel the rain is haunting me every night.I'm not kidding...
I dream the world is coming to an end...
I really felt death is upon me this time...
So let's see how far it goes...Lets see how far it goes...



I am nuts,I am dumb dumb dee dumb dumb dumb,I am a shame,How mortifying!



Wow!
I found Blogging somehow fun and enjoyable.

Vomit out everything you feel people...
This is how the way you do....


I decided to pray to God every night I sleep to keep you strong.
I will spare sometime to visit you.
I feel your tears,I FEEL YOU...




Mika Mika Mika...Happy ending is LOVE.

A very short Update!Please Read.

Hello readers!

This blog will be deleted right after my final exams!

Why?

Because I'm starting a new life.

Thanks for reading.

I need you...

This sadness in me right now,
Is giving me pain in a way that I don't know how.
It's just that I'm alone with nobody else,
My life sure is colorless.

I don't know what or who I need.
I just want my heart stop the bleed.
It hurts all over me again and again,
I hope somebody could lend me a helping hand.

An injury I have in my heart.
I wish somebody could repair its parts.
But nobody sure is with me right now,
I just want to see you somehow.

These tears I cry for you,
Are not lies but they are true.
Alone I cry because of loneliness,
Right now, I am lifeless.

I need you especially now that I'm alone,
Can't even talk to you on the phone.
Hope that someday, you'll be here,
Here with me to wipe off my tear.

Written by Katrina Belleza

Life so saddening ;

Final Exams is getting very near!I just managed to finish the first chapter of my revision.
Still got a few more to go and I'm ready to sit for my first exam on Tuesday.
Hopefully all this will end very soon.
So that I could have my semester break.
:D
My monitor been so sickening lately.Keep going on and off.
But now is getting better.
I shall bug my dad to get the new power supply as soon as possible cause
I don't wish this to happen again when I'm doing my half way research,If not I will ''ki siao''.
I got to do my research for one of the subject for my final exams.How stressful,wish nothing's gonna happen to this frigging monitor again.

Anyway,
Is true...Is true...
I just have to go through this again and again...
I'm filled with sorrow and pain as well as with tears.
Each time I look at how the way I live...Is a misery.
:(
When a person talks about love that always been broken and fixed repetitively,you know how it feels like.
You are a heart breaker...heart breaker...heart breaker...
Been through it since at the age 13 ,used to it already.
Never once is fine.

I wish I will never step backwards anymore ;
The end of me.

Golden Retriever and Rottweiler

The pictures above are what I exactly saw in the pet shop yesterday...One of the baby rottweiler was very weak in walking so was taken to the vet.It was very very cute when it goes near to my boyfriend.

And there's like 4 golden retriever,and all were so cute...
One was in the dreamland sleeping with his leg shaking...Lol!
Then another one was playing with us so cute...=D really unforgettable!

Anyway,i got all this pictures from www.puppy.com.my .
They are selling those puppy in the internet though...
But the post stated: '' This post was edited by Admin on Nov 20, 2008, 2:03 PM ''...So it was last year's pictures...Just wanna show you what i saw yesterday in the pet shop.HAH!

I'm a dog lover! =D

time flies when you're busy...

I've been going out with my Boy Friend lately.

He is busying with his sister's wedding now.(:
Well,is been quite sometime without any updates here,cause I bet no one will be reading my blog so often accept my friends.
Hmm...So what's up lately...
My final exams is around the corner...very very soon...Got to be ready for it.
Note to self:Study...Study...Study?
Lol.
I had a great time with my love lately,spending our lovely moments together.
Such a wonderful one.
Anyway,another year of Hari Raya for the Muslims again...
Just wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL THE MALAYS IN MALAYSIA.
=D
And I need to spend more of my time in studying.
29th September is a big day.
______________________________________

This morning,I felt so damn lazy to wake up due to the cooling weather.
So i skip-ed business communication's extra class given by my lecturer.
Lucky,my love fetched me to pay for my 4 months fees in time.Thanks Love!=D

After settling my debts in the college.
We went off to lunch.
Before that,we bought some stuff for love's mum.
Whoops,I forgotten about those 20 cents sweets.Gonna find it in my bag or don't tell me i left it somewhere....Urghh...wait i go check....*run*
Shrug,unfortunately,i lost it...i wanted it and my love bought it for me.Lol.
Was holding it...but how could it be lost...Might have lost it during lunch time.
Hmmm...Nevermind.
After that,we went to the pet shop!
The pet shop's entrance was quite smelly cause of the chickens.
Lol.
I saw 2 lil monkeys.Awwh so cute and parrots as well.
I wanted the parrot to talk but the parrot wasn't talking at all,so forget about it.
Then we walked inside and I saw dogs!Especially the golden retriever so attractive...is just soooooooo adorable and cute i tell you.Until now I still can't forget about how cute it is.
Missing it,and should have took a picture of it.
My boy friend and I was thinking to have it someday in the future.
Is just so so so so so Cuteeeeeeeee!But sadly,they are selling it for rm1000 without certificate.
Too expensive,isn't it?
And we left the pet shop,and have chicken rice for lunch.

We really really did had a great time after lunch though.
Hehe...
After,my love left...
I started to ''ai sui''(in hokkien)
I painted 'English rose' colour on my finger nails
and 'really rose' colour on my toe nails.
So here's the pics i took:

My own french manicure ....haha...Fake nails:Nice right?

And let me introduce you to my new lil soft toy from Hush puppies!
I don't know what name should i call her..Any suggestion?but she is a her!HAHA
Anyway,love bought it for me when he is busying buying cloths in hush puppies for his sis's wedding.Very cute...It comes with a strong magnet.And i made her hug my handbag holder.Hopefully no one will steal her away from me and I don't wish snatch thieves will snatch my handbag in the future...Trying hard to hold it tight and be aware of snatch thieves on the street that usually snatch woman's handbag nowadays. Thanks to my Love again :
And and and...This is my DOLLY that never give up in begging me to carry her to sit on my lap...Not only me,but everyone in my family who sits in front of the computer.
She just love to sit on people's lap la.Manja punya dog:

Remember the day ;

We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
I'm afraid to look you in the eyes

So have we claimed the last life tonight?
We loved we lost we died you and I
All around us an emptiness fills this room
I'll remember the day something changed within you
Soon we'll chant
Our love ends

We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
And I'm afraid how much you changed tonight
We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
I'm afraid to look you in the eyes

Don't look at me if it has to be this way
Soon we'll change and the bitterness fades away
We'll be wondering just what the hell happened here
I'll be happy but just now I'm gripped with fear
Soon we'll chant
Our love ends
Soon we'll chant
Our love ends

We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
And I'm afraid how much you changed tonight
We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
I'm afraid to look you in the eyes

I'm breathing but not alive

We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
And I'm afraid how much you changed tonight
We've lost the love that we shared
We can't speak we just stare
I'm afraid to look you in the eyes

I'm breathing
But I'm not alive
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of time

Entertainment ;

I'm checking out on the band named 'Soler'.
After I saw the music video in ASTRO AEC,I started to get curious about them.
The band SOLER is created by the twin brothers from Macau.I think they both are very cool in singing with that kind of 'amo' appearance.Is pretty talented.
After I saw their music video in TV,I quickly googled them to find out more.
Preety awesome after knowing them with great voices.
If i'm not mistaken they both are Eurasians.
They can fluently speak and sing in 7 languages, including English,Mandarin,Spanish,French,official languages of Macau Cantonese and Portugese.Brilliant right?
Besides that,I was searching for more information about the T music festival and i get to know that the concert will be held at Bukit Jalil National Stadium on the 12th of September 2009.
Featuring by a host of regional acts such as Joey Yung from Hong Kong, David Tao from Taiwan, James and Chin from Thailand, and Kelvin Tan from Singapore, among others.Local acts are also there to entertain such as Z-Chen, Eric Lim and many others.

Well check this video out :
This is the music video that I saw in TV just now,just wanna share it here.
Hope you all will like it too.

Soler 風的季節





Last but not least,I also wanna share one of my favorite song from Justin Lo.I remember I sang this song ridiculously to Angie with bad words last time.
Thanks to Angie for introducing me this song from her ex boy friend.:D


Justin Lo - Battle with Rich Guy (決戰二世祖) [KTV]

Better in time ;

I'm not using dastoryofherlife.blogspot.com anymore but I've changed to aslifeflows.blogspot.com.


Finally dolly is all fine now without those ticks and fleas because I bought her the poison collar.
:)
I'm glad that I can get to sleep with her already.And guess she is Happy too.
Things are getting better,so far so good.mmmhm...
Apparently Angela is coming back from her National Service on saturday.
I can't wait to see her already,must have changed a lot.
I Miss seeing her already.Lol.
Can't wait to hear ghost stories from her,is gonna be interesting without a doubt.=D


Well, I've nothing much to talk about anyway,just wanna let people know about me changing my link that's all.

I wish everyone is doing well.
And, and ,and...
I will update once I have something interesting to share.

Cry -Rihanna

No dinner for today and ...and I'm currently feeling emotional.