I won't be updating that much anymore.A lot of things happened lately,and I don't wanna talk about it.Feeling very sick with my throat.*Itchy*I kept grunting like a pig.Lol.
My mid term exams is coming on Monday...sighs.Hopefully I can make it.
Every time when i thought of him,I really have no mood to do anything.
Forcing my self not to bother him anymore.Kept wondering what is he doing now.
When is this gonna end i wonder.
Is he even gonna read my blog to check on me?I don't think so anymore.I know he wont give a damn about me anyway.Cause I know he don't care anymore.I just don't deserve anything good from him.I understood very well.
Well,perhaps I shall stop talking about him already.
Got to be strong again and move on.
If anyone knows what i am feeling right now,I will be surprise.(:
I don't wish to see people ending up like me.Cause now,I am in a very bad situation.
Oh ya,my birthday is coming tomorrow,how sweet right.My mother is going Genting Highlands tomorrow,how i wish I could follow too,I was suppose to follow but suddenly she changed her mind.
I even know what kind of present I'm getting tomorrow...Heh...But i'm not celebrating it as usual.
This will be the second year of my worse birthday ever.The first one,was because of someone too.Is just a very unhappy birthday I had for the past and now.Sighs.I don't wanna talk any further about it either.
I'm so sick of my life.
Thanks a lot for giving me the chance to express my feelings here.(:
My dad is coming back soon,got to go now.Lmao!
July 30, 2009
July 19, 2009
Life's a mess ;
Things just wont get any better but to face misery.Yes,i ruined everything I had just like that.Do you think I want it to happened?Well,maybe for you I wanted it.But all this wasn't the truth.
I just could not make it right to you.The distance we have is unpredictable.Sometimes close but sometimes is just have to be so far apart.
Perhaps our love is just as simple as this or as confusing as possible.
I'm very exhausted too...Things won't ended up like this if I am fine with everything.
I just couldn't hide myself but to express it out to you.
I am very sorry to make a bad day for your birthday.Forgive me.I just wish you would just celebrate happily with your family.I guess is just too late,I could only feel guilty myself towards you.
The most important thing about love is understanding and trust,but sad thing is we don't have.I am sorry, is all because of what i did during the past that couldn't make you trust me.I might not be understanding sometimes but i actually know why are your treating me like this.
I'm sorry that i can't make it to your expectation.I'm so sorry.
I just could not make it right to you.The distance we have is unpredictable.Sometimes close but sometimes is just have to be so far apart.
Perhaps our love is just as simple as this or as confusing as possible.
I'm very exhausted too...Things won't ended up like this if I am fine with everything.
I just couldn't hide myself but to express it out to you.
I am very sorry to make a bad day for your birthday.Forgive me.I just wish you would just celebrate happily with your family.I guess is just too late,I could only feel guilty myself towards you.
The most important thing about love is understanding and trust,but sad thing is we don't have.I am sorry, is all because of what i did during the past that couldn't make you trust me.I might not be understanding sometimes but i actually know why are your treating me like this.
I'm sorry that i can't make it to your expectation.I'm so sorry.
July 5, 2009
Lovely moments
Spending our lovely moments together,i just have to feel like the happiest girl ever.
We had such a good time spending together yesterday.How nice if we have the chance to live together just for one day and one night.*Lol*
Yesterday's dinner was the best,and i managed to finish it all,perhaps I was very hungry.That's why is all good for me.^.^
I know I'm no good in being so detail of tasting food.My dad always tell me I don't know how to eat good food.
Well,should have take a picture of the food last night.Cause that is like the first time i get to eat his cooking.Aww...too bad,we ate it all but no pictures for the memories.But funny thing was I drew it in Paint so that i can keep it as a memory.Lol.Since I already drew it,i think i should just share it here.Is ugly okay,I'm not expecting any nicer..you know la...I'm using Paint!Hope no one is gonna laugh at this drawing.
Here it is ;
We had such a good time spending together yesterday.How nice if we have the chance to live together just for one day and one night.*Lol*
Yesterday's dinner was the best,and i managed to finish it all,perhaps I was very hungry.That's why is all good for me.^.^
I know I'm no good in being so detail of tasting food.My dad always tell me I don't know how to eat good food.
Well,should have take a picture of the food last night.Cause that is like the first time i get to eat his cooking.Aww...too bad,we ate it all but no pictures for the memories.But funny thing was I drew it in Paint so that i can keep it as a memory.Lol.Since I already drew it,i think i should just share it here.Is ugly okay,I'm not expecting any nicer..you know la...I'm using Paint!Hope no one is gonna laugh at this drawing.
Here it is ;
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