I'm going pulau pangkor on the 28th of may to 30th of may.2 days nia.hehe.
Sighs.I'm gonna be worry for dolly for that 2 days.T.T
I hope everyone in my family is taking the effort to send her to the right place as in like a nice environment.
Well,I wish everything is gona work smoothly. :)
May 24, 2009
May 18, 2009
May 17, 2009
Sunny day
Today is Sunday.Something happened in the middle of sleeping.I can't believe it.Whoops!I better keep it to myself.I woke up early in the morning,looking at dolly sleeping so cute beside me...aww...she is like a baby sleeping so cute,I dare not disturb her and went back to sleep again.Because if I wake up she will follow me.But when in the middle of the night i woke up,she was like so sleepy that she cannot even get down from the bed,so cute of her you know!I'm loving her so much!HAHA...I woke up around 9 something and i'm here for blogging.So good morning blog spot!
hehe...Before that,I did some research about how can I overcome sadness and be a happy person? Now I'm all well.No worries.I shouldn't think so much anymore,there's so much that I have to go through in my life ,i still need to experience more about life.This situation is still consider a small one,I guess I will face a bigger one in the future.Is just the matter of time.I'm told that this doesn't mean the end of the world ,and i should take it easy.
As I know,my dad is planing for a 2days trip in pulau pangkor after my final exams.I'm quite excited about it.Is been ages that i never been to any trip for years.Now,this is the time to relax and have fun.Everyone in my family will be going,thats what I always wanted all the while.hehe.
Cause the langkawi trip last time was only dad,bro,and I.One of my brother and mom did'nt make it.Finally now everyone of us are going for this trip to pulau pangkor.haha...Family is always the best to go with!
Oh yeah,I did do some research about how this woman over calm herself ;
Break-ups for us especially on women seem to be nightmares. A lot of crying, sleepless nights and desperations are just some of the common effects of relationship break-ups. The hardest questions being asked is how to move on with life without him? Is there happiness after break-up? My answer is YES!!!
You must first understand that relationship break-ups are just a normal thing. That it can happen to anybody. Because not all relationship are made perfect and smooth. Problems and conflicts usually arise and if couples can't bear to handle these obstacles, a break-up will occur.
Women are born much sensitive than men. Mostly, in a relationship, its women who is deeply affected and have difficulty of moving on with life. I had relationship before and experience broken heart due to relationship break-up. But I can say that I was able to overcome that situation and went back to my normal life. How did I do that? Here's how:
1. I always pray to God whenever I feel so lonely. Whatever heartaches and worries that are boggling me were forwarded to Him. He is my source of strength.
2. I listen to good inspirational music and avoid listening to love songs. Gospel songs are good in healing sad feelings. It can also help me have a nice sleep.
3. I engage myself to lots of works. Being busy will give me no time to think about heartaches. Gardening or home crafts are great ideas to start with.
4. I go group dating with friends
. Being with supportive friends will ease your ill feelings.
5. Don't pretend you don't know him or don't avoid talking about him for it will only prolong that recovery period. Its better that you will be used to discuss topic about him until everything becomes just a normal topic.
6. Keep yourself blooming. Develop more your beauty and health care. Don't let your heartaches ruin your personality.
7. Open your heart for a new relationship. Don't be afraid to love once more. Not all men are the same. Just be extra careful next time in choosing the right guy.
It is true that time will heal the wounds but it is also a fact that the person involved must do actions to make time do it.
Do you think I can do like what she does?Well,I shall try.
But number 5 is impossible.And number 7 is hard.Oh ya!number 4,i don't have many friends,so is a bit hard.Sighs.And the rest I'm okay with it maybe.=)
I found this video:
hehe...Before that,I did some research about how can I overcome sadness and be a happy person? Now I'm all well.No worries.I shouldn't think so much anymore,there's so much that I have to go through in my life ,i still need to experience more about life.This situation is still consider a small one,I guess I will face a bigger one in the future.Is just the matter of time.I'm told that this doesn't mean the end of the world ,and i should take it easy.
As I know,my dad is planing for a 2days trip in pulau pangkor after my final exams.I'm quite excited about it.Is been ages that i never been to any trip for years.Now,this is the time to relax and have fun.Everyone in my family will be going,thats what I always wanted all the while.hehe.
Cause the langkawi trip last time was only dad,bro,and I.One of my brother and mom did'nt make it.Finally now everyone of us are going for this trip to pulau pangkor.haha...Family is always the best to go with!
Oh yeah,I did do some research about how this woman over calm herself ;
Break-ups for us especially on women seem to be nightmares. A lot of crying, sleepless nights and desperations are just some of the common effects of relationship break-ups. The hardest questions being asked is how to move on with life without him? Is there happiness after break-up? My answer is YES!!!
You must first understand that relationship break-ups are just a normal thing. That it can happen to anybody. Because not all relationship are made perfect and smooth. Problems and conflicts usually arise and if couples can't bear to handle these obstacles, a break-up will occur.
Women are born much sensitive than men. Mostly, in a relationship, its women who is deeply affected and have difficulty of moving on with life. I had relationship before and experience broken heart due to relationship break-up. But I can say that I was able to overcome that situation and went back to my normal life. How did I do that? Here's how:
1. I always pray to God whenever I feel so lonely. Whatever heartaches and worries that are boggling me were forwarded to Him. He is my source of strength.
2. I listen to good inspirational music and avoid listening to love songs. Gospel songs are good in healing sad feelings. It can also help me have a nice sleep.
3. I engage myself to lots of works. Being busy will give me no time to think about heartaches. Gardening or home crafts are great ideas to start with.
4. I go group dating with friends
. Being with supportive friends will ease your ill feelings.
5. Don't pretend you don't know him or don't avoid talking about him for it will only prolong that recovery period. Its better that you will be used to discuss topic about him until everything becomes just a normal topic.
6. Keep yourself blooming. Develop more your beauty and health care. Don't let your heartaches ruin your personality.
7. Open your heart for a new relationship. Don't be afraid to love once more. Not all men are the same. Just be extra careful next time in choosing the right guy.
It is true that time will heal the wounds but it is also a fact that the person involved must do actions to make time do it.
Do you think I can do like what she does?Well,I shall try.
But number 5 is impossible.And number 7 is hard.Oh ya!number 4,i don't have many friends,so is a bit hard.Sighs.And the rest I'm okay with it maybe.=)
I found this video:
May 16, 2009
May 15, 2009
He left ;
I'm falling apart.
How I wish he knew how I feel when he left me .
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I walked out all alone,
Get some left over coins and called her from the public phone.
I crossed the road and walked again,
till i can see the sky so clear in front my eyes,I tell myself why is this happening to me.
Siting on the stone looking at the waves from the sea like an idiot crying myself all alone without anyone there for me.
It was drizzling,and i thought it would rain heavily.But why is it not raining i wonder.
Sighs.
Siting alone while waiting for a close friend to reach for one hour.
But she still haven't reach and I
thought of my parents will get worried,and i decided to walked back home alone for not letting them to get worry of me just because of this matter I have in me.
Well,I'm glad that she is able to come and console me even though she has chicken pox.
No matter how ugly her hands looks like she still took the effort to come from public bus just to cheer me up.I thank her for being such a good friend for many years.
Everything just happened so quickly and it ended so fast.
He's gone,He's already gone.He might be gone forever.
Tsk..Tsk
Time past and people changed.
I shall face what I'm having now and i got to go through everything.
This is the time and perhaps this is the end of my love life.
But the feelings I have in me,will still remain the same.
How I wish he knew how I feel when he left me .
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I walked out all alone,
Get some left over coins and called her from the public phone.
I crossed the road and walked again,
till i can see the sky so clear in front my eyes,I tell myself why is this happening to me.
Siting on the stone looking at the waves from the sea like an idiot crying myself all alone without anyone there for me.
It was drizzling,and i thought it would rain heavily.But why is it not raining i wonder.
Sighs.
Siting alone while waiting for a close friend to reach for one hour.
But she still haven't reach and I
thought of my parents will get worried,and i decided to walked back home alone for not letting them to get worry of me just because of this matter I have in me.
Well,I'm glad that she is able to come and console me even though she has chicken pox.
No matter how ugly her hands looks like she still took the effort to come from public bus just to cheer me up.I thank her for being such a good friend for many years.
Everything just happened so quickly and it ended so fast.
He's gone,He's already gone.He might be gone forever.
Tsk..Tsk
Time past and people changed.
I shall face what I'm having now and i got to go through everything.
This is the time and perhaps this is the end of my love life.
But the feelings I have in me,will still remain the same.
May 4, 2009
I am truly sorry ;
Tied around the mess I've made
The air I breathe much harder
Everytime I speak
The words you've heard a thousand times
I know you're sick of it.
I'm sorry for making everything that hurts the most.
And after all is said and done
You pick me up no matter where i fall
You hold me in your arms and
thats like the luckiest feeling of all...
I've learned from the past,and i fear of making any stupid mistakes again.
Somehow, I can't change the past, but I belive I can change the future.
And I'm really sorry for what I've done.
The air I breathe much harder
Everytime I speak
The words you've heard a thousand times
I know you're sick of it.
I'm sorry for making everything that hurts the most.
And after all is said and done
You pick me up no matter where i fall
You hold me in your arms and
thats like the luckiest feeling of all...
I've learned from the past,and i fear of making any stupid mistakes again.
Somehow, I can't change the past, but I belive I can change the future.
And I'm really sorry for what I've done.
May 3, 2009
Sunday
Have you heard of this quote?
Pay no mind to those who talk behind your back,
it simply means that you are two steps ahead.
that is one of my favourite quote.(:
I love the weather today,very cooling!
Nice to sleep,but still cant sleep as late as I wanted yet.Sighs.
Dolly asked me to carry her,and now she's siting on me.Lol.
So fast,and is gona be monday again.
My life is becoming so meaningless each day I woke up.
Well,how i wish i have someone to talk to when i'm bored or sad instead of talking to my self
everytime.I know is crazy to talk to myself.Lol.
I wish dolly could talk to me,and understand me.so that i can express out all my feelings and i would'nt have type it all here.You know why i wish for dollly?Cause i know dolly will never betray me.She will always be home whenever i need her.She always know what I have done in the past lately.She knew everything,but sad thing is ,she cant talk.
And I treat dolly like my sister,as you know im the only daughter in the family.Imagine how boring can it be with no one to talk to especially im sad.,there's no one that i can talk to about my feelings!Everytime i need to call and waste money to just express my feelings out to a close friend.Sometimes,i have this thinking she might get bored of me saying all about how i feel.Moreover everytime when i call she will be busy working for her mum and no time to console me,
And i will feel left out.
Well,afterall...i still prefer a sister that lives together with me.
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Treasured memories of one so dear
Though absent you are always near
A million words could not express
My love, my sorrow, my emptiness.
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Cry myself to sleep
day after day
night after night
i fell and fell
but nothing seemed right
so i got down on my knees and begged
plz be with me but nothing is going to work
so i cry myself to sleep...
Goodnight my love.
May 2, 2009
This song always cheer me up ;
I always listen to this when I can't move on with my life.This song really helps me to be strong.I really love this song seriously!
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When youre distraught
And in pain without anyone
When we keep crying out
To be safe
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
you can get there alone
it's okay
once you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Dont you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And youll find what you need to prevail
Once you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Dont be afraid
Theres nothing you cant face
And should they tell you
Youll never pull through
Dont hesitate
Stand tall and say
Yeah yeah yeahhhh
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain
I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes, you can
Youre gonna make it through the rain.
♥
Everytime I stumble,
This song will always be in my mind.And I will listen to it to cheer up myself.
The louder it plays on my ear phone,the more i feel the comfort from this song.It helps me to wipe away my silent tears and wipe away the pain. ♥
It does not need a special day to bring you to my mind
The days when I don't think of you are very hard to find
Your loss is a heartache no one can heal
Your memory is something no one can steal
Wishing your absence was only a dream...
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Beautiful memories silently kept
Of one we loved and will never forget.
When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run
When youre distraught
And in pain without anyone
When we keep crying out
To be safe
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
you can get there alone
it's okay
once you say
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down
Dont you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound
So keep pressing on steadfastly
And youll find what you need to prevail
Once you say is
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I make it through the rain
And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Dont be afraid
Theres nothing you cant face
And should they tell you
Youll never pull through
Dont hesitate
Stand tall and say
Yeah yeah yeahhhh
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my own and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And I'll make it through the rain
I can make it through the rain
Can stand up once again
And I live one more day, and I
I can make it through the rain
Oh yes, you can
Youre gonna make it through the rain.
♥
Everytime I stumble,
This song will always be in my mind.And I will listen to it to cheer up myself.
The louder it plays on my ear phone,the more i feel the comfort from this song.It helps me to wipe away my silent tears and wipe away the pain. ♥
It does not need a special day to bring you to my mind
The days when I don't think of you are very hard to find
Your loss is a heartache no one can heal
Your memory is something no one can steal
Wishing your absence was only a dream...
__________________________________________________
Beautiful memories silently kept
Of one we loved and will never forget.
Life Quotes
There comes a point in your life
when you realize who matters,
who never did,
who wont anymore,
and who always will.
So don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.
There comes a time in life
When you have to let go of all
the pointless drama
and the people who create it and surround yourself
with people who make you laugh
so hard that you forget
the bad and focus solely on the good.
After all,life is too short to be anything but happy.
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