Recovering from the past ;

I know I've been annoying him once awhile,I don't want to and I don't mean to.
I thought I could feel better without him,but seems like its a failure.Going Nuts.
Anyway,I'm gonna recover from the past soon,I've said it!I mean it!*arghhhh*
Yes,I know I don't understand the sentence of ''get the hell out of your life''.And I am completely BULLSHIT.Tell the whole world in your facebook all you want.I used my dad account to remove you for a reason,I know how it feels whenever I see you writing bad things about me,even though you said is not related to me but you know what's in your heart feeling about me.I don't wanna see you saying all that to me anymore,I don't even know what I'm feeling towards you saying all that about me.
I promised this time I won't argue with you or talk to you anymore.I won't be in your life making you miserable...I won't bring you burden either.You wish i didn't exist in you life.And now i will make your wish come true...I won't make you involve anything about me.Treat me like i never existed alright.I deserve myself a Bullshit.
Thank you.I will never want my life to be like this anymore but to have a better life.I've enough of experiencing relationships.I can't be lost but to wake my self up.From now onwards I will never talk about my past life being with you anymore.Or being aware of you,I wanna forget about everything.Nothing is going to related to you from this post onwards.
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Wanted to blog about this earlier but pictures were not completed.But still I can't wait to share it.Gosh!It was last Friday 07/08/09.The last day of my mid term exams.
We was having an exam in the morning for 2 hours.And I went back to have lunch.I've heard that 'Pan Wei Bo' will be coming to Tarc.I was quite excited,but i was feeling uncertain whether I'm able to go or not.My friends suggested me to go lunch with them after the exam.So they picked me up from my house.Ended up,just one of my friend were the only one who fetched me.I was feeling quite weird and kept wondering where is another friend of mine goes,I asked and asked.What can we do just the both of us.I knew there's another car behind look exactly like her.At first,I don't believe what she says,but i ended up being stupid again.I got fooled by them....ARGHH...i thought it was only the second time,but but..is already the 3rd time.=(Now i only know I'm stupid and naive.Lmao.Is fun though.
Well,after having a light meal in sushi king,I was feeling a bit sad that no one suggested me to go get the ticket to see wei bo.Then i told them I wanna get the ticket in Bread history since they told me earlier about it.So i mentioned,then I went there to get the ticket plus the album.I was so delirious about getting the ticket so fast.And we was told that wei bo was gonna drop by to bread history for awhile.But we couldn't wait any longer for him anymore,we was worried we will have no seats and all . After that they took me to their friend's place near tarc.
So we as in 5 girls in the room chit chatting about how i am being fooled,then only found out they lied 3 times to me!T.T Poor me.But it was also a good thing to get to know new friends that are older than me...Benefits me a lot.HAHAHAHA...XD
After crapping ,off we go to Tarc.

Shy People:




We reached tarc quite early i guess,around 4pm.We almost waited for an hour or 2...can't remember.But what I know was long.Wei bo took a long time to appear on the stage.Lol.So I have nothing better to do to take a picture of the stage.







finally it begins;

This is the starting part of the emcee entertaining us




Now there it goes ,the pan wei bo ;

Hot chick;=]


Interesting performance;
All his dancers are seriously beautiful and talented in dancing.The dance was very energetic.


I really love the dance.












I kept taking pictures of them talking ;



Blurr picture of him singing;
Singing;

Talking again;






Received flowers...Sun flowers?


3 of his fans went up to the stage to dance.shall i say the girl is lucky.=]




The guy with spectacles did some break dance.Quite cool.
Beat boxing for the guy to dance;
Wei bo was asking the girl to dance with his dancing teacher;

Feeling funny;


Learning the steps of her dance;








ended up,the girl chosen wei bo to dance with her;sweet...
this guy was really good in dancing too;










Don't know what kind of present they got;

Was wondering which door is wei bo coming out...lol;



Those guys told us not to get near from there;


And I managed to take a picture of him coming out;



After feeling so tired,we went kim gary for dinner ;

Wei Wei's


Went back around 9 something,I had a great day...Thanks to them!=D

The album;



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Dear Sarah,I've read your blog.I never know how you feel towards me.After reading your post,i only realized how much you missed the past we had together.I never forget about the times we had earlier.
Is just some thing happened lately,I never expected it to be.You know since the day you came my house some huge problem facing me,I guess i should tell you about this when we gonna have a gathering again.I really wish you could understand what kind of situation I am in now.You was involved in this situation.That's why you should know why we have our own changes until now.The distance of our relationship is very far apart now,but no matter what,I believe we can make it right.I am sorry if you don't like the way i am now.I know I've changed a lot compare to last time.I was just trying to get a good reputation,but it doesn't work this way.So we shall talk again when you come back to the wonderland of us last time.Thanks for getting in touch.